Apparently, two of my latest blog posts got deleted for no valid reason that I can comprehend. 😐 Those posts were intact, when I’d logged in early in the morning, to switch off downloads. When I visited the blog at around 11:30 AM today, just before I left for college, I was dumbfound – two of my latest posts, the latest – ‘ഞാന് ആരാ’ one and the previous ‘iM dA NeRD’ had vanished into thin air. I did everything possible, downloaded my Blog’s database and queried it like a madman using all SQL commands I knew – to no avail. Lost an hour of valid last-minute-prep time to the lost posts. 🙁 Not a good decision from a future-‘manager’, but yeah, the blog comes first anyday! \m/
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After I got back home after today’s exam, I did a bit of research myself. I knew for a fact that WordPress doesn’t delete posts on its own. Then how could the posts go? Quite likely to be a server-side issue. I must send a support-ticked to my friendly-neighbourhood WebHost (which has been working awesome for me, apart from a few minor glitches like this 😀 ).
The incident caught me unawares and bang, I’m in one of those ‘desperate’ moods today. I’ve tonnes to mug, and I’m looking up a few slides at the moment – but this mood-swing (complicated by delicate ‘matters of the heart) has terribly killed my interest to learn. 😐
Now, that has left me thinking. How would a seemingly simple, mundane external event leave me depressed? More than ‘how’, the question could be rephrased into ‘why’. Can’t I ignore the whole damn thing and be happy again? Is happiness an easy choice to make? Theoretically, yes. But at times, it’s way more than a choice. Happiness is a state of mind which has a lot to do with external stimuli, I sadly realized. And stimuli weren’t exactly in my favour. So I had to do something intellectually stimulating so as to rejuvenate my mind. No, I can’t do a song again – two songs a month is way above my quota and, not all the reviews are positive! 😛 I can’t post on a dedicated topic for want of time and patience.
So, ta dah, here I am doing another arbit-post. 😛 \m/
If you ask me, arbit posts are a lot more fun than a carefully thought-about post. The thought process itself requires significant time and mental effort, not to mention finger-crunching at 75 WPM – but arbit posts are exercises in mental-outpour. 🙂 I just open my mind to my fingers – which do the typing. So, rest assured, this is a straight from the heart post! 😀 Besides, the satisfaction of seeing the vagaries of your mind printed out in nice typeface, in grammatical perfection (not always! :P) is satiating to a great extent.
As regards to ‘matters of the heart’, well, I’m in a dilemma. I have to take a decision, an immediate decision on a very delicate issue, a relationship. Yes sir, being a ‘young adult’, I’ve all rights to engage myself in feminine company – which I’ve actually not had for a while now, sadly. 🙁 Somehow, the stars don’t seem to be right for me, it seems. I deliberately suppressed my feelings for the fairer sex, after a very embarrassing debacle, and lived as if they didn’t exist – I refused outright to get closer to girls, but I did keep existing female friends and sisters. 😀 Maybe its high time I found a person who completes me, I guess. Hopefully, I’ll get the girl of my dreams, soon enough. (Girl, if you’re reading this… lol, you know what to do! 😛 )
He gives his harness bells a shake, To ask if there is some mistake. The only other sound's the sweep, Of easy wind and downy flake.
Ah, time out. 🙂 Nightout Phase 1 begins! 😛
See, I told you, blogging is the best way to recharge your mind. 😀 Wish me luck for tomorrow’s exams. Until then I’ve miles to go, before I sleep! 😀 Adios!
sathyam parayado.. ente reviews aano positive allaaathe!!! 😛 where is the delete comment!!!
even i noticed the deletion of posts.. i was wondering why you took off the avial song 😐
matters of heart ellavarkkum sambhavikkum… athu athinte paatinu vittaal thaane sheriyaavum 🙂
Ayyo… allalla!! Chechide comment onnum alla… Actually, personal aayi kore peru paranju pattonnum athra pora ennu. Especially New York Nagaram. 🙂
Btw, the avial song is back again, if you didn't see. 😀
Matters of the heart njaan pattinu vidunnu. Chechide upadesham sweekarichondu! 😛
um.. matters of the heart remain even till the last year of college??? Tht's not wat u told me!!!!
Spooky,those posts doing a vanishing act on you.Poyathu pole thirichu varatte ennu gnan aashamsikkunnu.N all da best with matters of the heart..for your exams too ..
hi buddy!!! got a chance to read some blogs after a long time.As you said blogging indeed has the power to recharge.